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Finally finished my part for the FMS project. such a relief coz it seem to be the hardest assignment i gotta deal with because all the stuff i was supposed to write abt i noe nuts abt it..All the things called derivatives, options, leverage, hegding. BUT anyway, i did it.hahaha. after all the hard time to disgest them. pretty jolly now =)

Oh, wad having a haircut on last Saturday. so now i look kindda weird because of this hairstyle. anyway, my dear said it's nice so i'm happy enuff. haha. tt means now i wun have to touch the straightener and go thru all the heartpain of spoiling my curls. The hairstylist that day also said that the curly hair pretty suits me so yeah, i will keep curly hair no matter wad 'til i got bored of it maybe.Haha.my hair now is so messy and THIN. OMG. now i think i m left with a few strands of curly hair behind only T.T.. but according to the guy , it's wild and sexy..haha. he crap i think. But anyway, i like to try new stuff, so doesnt' matter..it just makes me feel afresh.HAa. ok not gonna talk abt hair anymore

A lot of thouts acrossed my mind these few days as usual. Haha. luckily, some people were just meant to be there to listen to me and help me get thru with my complicated self. Hee. thanks for all the encouragement. sometimes, only with problem, then u will realise how important of a person.

I just find out that i have a habit.haha. i like looking at pretty gal man. OMG. lolz. realised some pretty chio and stylist same lect hall with me..haha.. soyeah.. can't keep their eyes off them...wahaha.. anyway, plz don't think i m anything near les alright... i look at them just because there aint any handsome enuff guys ard for me to stare.. lolz.. so sad.=P

Yeah, tt's it for this blog. i gotta do tutorial alrd. this morning felt pretty guilty for i have been so lazy recently. i can't afford to let myself so undisciplined like that anymore. HeE. i will study hard, get a good grade and get a good job alrite. lalala. shit. i'm stucking in the race. haiz. gotta run faster alrd..lolz lolz..

Bye all

LeT Mii Be e rEaSon FoR e SMiLe On Ur faCe @ 10:55 PM

Monday, May 15, 2006

Yo !!! haha.. Seriously i somehow have forgotten that i myself have a blog too.. Really not in mood to put anything up recently..Hee.. Always there are too many thing in my mind that i'm not even patient enuff to sit down and sort thing out.. Haha.. Anyway, staying back in skol rite now to wait for Linh ..haha.. so i prefer blogging while actually i'm supposed to do some tutorial.. Haha... All these modules this semester are all damn hard and i'm kindda losing track of it.. Haiz.. I have been changing so much .. So lazy and undiscipline now.. can't even resist the temptation of going out everytime frends asked me.. Hee.. So even now i'm so sleepy but gotta stay in skol so i will force myself to do some work =).. ( then end up blogging haiz)

i dont really know how m feeeling now.. kindda a mix feeling... sad ? not really.. happy ? obviously not.. Having a mixed feeling is worse i guess.. coz u don't even know how ur real feeling is ? Haha.. am i getting complicated again ? LOLZ..isn't it my character anyway ?.. things might change but a person character is sth that hardest to be changed.. but if u try to change, are u losing ur own self ? Hmm... everything is full of contrast and conflict.. Sometimes i m really get mad abt it all...
Realise that when u love sth too much.. u will always surround by the insecurity of losing it .. and it's totally a sucky feeling haiz ==> so aren't we supposed not to give too much love for anything then ??? Haiz I'm really exhausted with all these stuff and thinking alrd.. i just wish i could be numb.. or just an ignorant who don't know anything..
Hmm... Haha.. getting mixed up.. Think i need sumtimes out to sort out my feeling and all...lolz.. anyway, we r still the one who choose the way we wanna live our life, aren't us ?.. Me too.. and i know that i gotta make a choice now..
haha.. erm.. or sometimes just leave it to nature to take it course ( borrow Chloe's sentence =) )... Yup yup.. be happy and thing will turn out your way ( borrow from a movie i watched recently )

HAha..Finally, i have been working .. haha.. the job is kindda not v tough so the pay also not v high i guess.. Hmm.. but at least i'm working after 20 years of being a slacker.. lolz..

OoO.. It's time to get to study alrd.. haha.. Linh is sleeping like a pig at the next table..lolz.. as i said Library is always a cool place to take a nap.. haha.. my eyes wana close also ... Yup..
Faster go and do tutorial so i can get out of here fast.. HAHAHA..

Oh.. one last thing is that i just read the new post in Yuzhen's blog which she extracted from sumwhre in frendster.. haha.. wanted to paste here too coz i think it's kindda true ... but i'm lazy to go to her blog now..wahaha.. So pple who wanna read, take a look there then.. HAha..

Yeah.. Bye all !

P.s Linh is rite.. when thing get tough, we tend to miss home.. Yeah.. m missing mom and dad so much.. there is always endless unconditional love from them.. just so unlike the world out there..haiz ..
We just long to be sheltered..

LeT Mii Be e rEaSon FoR e SMiLe On Ur faCe @ 2:36 PM

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Yup yup.. some people are complaining abt my perm hair... HAhaHa..Oh well..I don't know..The original purpose of changing my hairstyle because I got bored of my straight hair and wanna have a change ( I like changing okay it makes me feel fresh and alive ) .. haHa.. actually due to some stupid act of mine.. i kindda destroyed the waves as mentioned before..hahah.. Anyway, i think it still looks fine now lor.. Haha..Just that i haven't gotten used to the styling thinggy so it takes me quite sometimes to make it rite...And pple are so funny..they know that i will need quite sometimes to prepare before going out (haha yeah i'm vain n slow), still they all last minutes ask me out.. as the result, from time to time, i screw up with my hair.. HAha..
Anyway, i need to say it ONCE AGAIN that I'm bored of straight hair alrd, i had been keeping it for like 10 years + , so can i once in a while go according to my preference Haha.. Don't keep on asking me go and rebond hair anymore okay ... =))
For those of frend who have given me good compliment, THANK YOU all for supporting my stand...lolzz..and for the rest of the ppl who kept on condemning it.. well, i don't know wad to say..lolz.. give sometimes and you will find it nice i believe..lolz.. Trust me///Trust me not/// ^__^ v

HAha...One last thing to reveal is that I have a hair straightener, so i can make my hair straight anytime, any minute but I WANT perm hair okay... bottomline...

Lolzz.. bye ALL !!!!

LeT Mii Be e rEaSon FoR e SMiLe On Ur faCe @ 6:54 PM

Monday, April 17, 2006

Deleted. Happy ?
Hope we wun be like that again

LeT Mii Be e rEaSon FoR e SMiLe On Ur faCe @ 11:21 PM

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Haa.. just came back s'pore yst..the journey seem to be shorter since got Linh to crapz with.. anyway, after reaching , it was really a nightmare for both of us.haiz. the luggage were heavy like hell. I swear next time i wun bring so much thing anymore no matter wad. =( ..

Mom and Dad both want me to cook for myself at home instead of eating outside like usual..hix..but i don't even have a pan now.haha. gotta go and buy i think.. And the worst thing is i'm not sure whether can negotiate with the landlord to let us cook here or not. Anyway, i also prefer cooking at home... Eating outside is sux.. which only caused me to get thinner..

I only knew skol would be starting on 24th yst.. haA..so it's still quite long till then... gotta plan to do sth ... I don't like the way i'm living now ..haiz..

Oh.. another sad thing is that i have managed to destroy my wave..haha.. so stupid of me.. lala.. so now have no clue how to style it properly... Permed hair is nice but so troublesome ya.!!!!

A lil' homesick right now.. Haha.. Missing being with them so much!!!!

Why are u always so near yet so far from me ????
......... Im clueless .............

LeT Mii Be e rEaSon FoR e SMiLe On Ur faCe @ 3:05 PM

Friday, March 31, 2006

Hmm..another week is going to pass. It also means that I gotta come back to Singapore soon. I will be missing the people here so much man. We have been having so much fun lately. Hee.

Not really in mood to blog now actually but there seem to be nothing better to do. Haha. My internet connection is still as slow as ever and I am so bored of all the game in my comp already. Especially the minesweeper.Haha..yeah, I know it s the most boring and oldest computer game on earth..lolz.. but it seems to take me forever to finish the 100 bombs.So I keep on playing over and over again..HAha..practicing perseverance as the same time.lolz. My holiday would have been much more perfect if I could play maple here.Hee. ok la, although Im not addicted to it but in this kind of boring time, I miss playing it.HahA..

Well, just gotta informed that Kl will be stay back here few more days due to whatever reason I have no idea and they seems not like to explain also. Haha. But one thing I know that he is bored to death here now. Deserve it la. When I brought him around then still criticized me and made me so upset and embrassing on that day .Hahaha. Well, anyway, my weekend schedule is filling fast so not sure if I m able to see him around here another chance..lolx..Kindda guilty for that in fact. =p

Hmm.Another thing is that I am having a headache now in deciding if I should have my hair perm..There are also two opposite opinions from my friends which only help me even more confused.Hehe Actually, I like to perm my hair la. So bored of my straight hair already but gotta give it a consideration since perm hair is kindda a little troublesome to keep and another problem is that perming will destroy my hair ( which is now in quite a bad situation) even worse. Haiz. Still having hard time to decide.

Well. Im sleepy liao..haha…Time to bed…lalala
Nitez !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LeT Mii Be e rEaSon FoR e SMiLe On Ur faCe @ 12:49 AM

Monday, March 27, 2006

H-A-P-P-Y

HAha..just back home after going out with my friends..haha .So in mood to blog again coz we had a so fun night today. We were laughing and teasing each other like mad all the while. Heehee.. love them so much man. How I wish we can forever be young and free like this. =). Anyway, after that back to reality, have a short talk with my parents then remind of my bad result. Sianz. Hmm.. that s life anyway rite. We gotta been through tough reality so we can treasure those HAPPY time we spent with each others. That will be called good memory. Haha.. And I dedicate this post to my two beloved best friends ( They are not gonna read this anyway). But I really feel so great to have you all in my life. =)) You really make my day.

Hee.. anyway I gotta go sleep early today so tomorrow I can wake up early to go and entertain K & L. Haha..my another two good (but troublesome Haha) frends..lolzz
So busy man !!!!

Nitezz All !!!

LeT Mii Be e rEaSon FoR e SMiLe On Ur faCe @ 12:29 AM

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